Team Blog Entry
~ AARON IT'S ONLY BEEN 8 YEARS ~
~ AARON ~ May 2, 1980 - MARCH 11, 2001
I find my self at this time of the year not really here but not there either. It's a time that sort of stops for me and I want to reach back so badly and fix the events of 8 years ago. I want to step out of this nightmare of constantly looking for him, waiting for his return. If he would have been just afew minutes later coming down that hill, she wouldn't have hit him..... If he would have stayed over night at his friends house...... If he hadn't gone out at all....... If... If... I search for his face in crowds, most of the time I don't even realize that I am doing that until I spot someone with the dark hair, tallness and then it takes my breath away and I find my self staring at the stranger wanting to go up and speak to him. Yes the waves of loss have gotten under control over the years BUT the yearning of seeing his face, or to hear his voice even the smell of his hair is a daily desire.
This is a slide show of his face which again I long to see. Also other things that we miss so very much. Jerry and Aaron together at the gate and a race track, Aaron's track where his friends came to ride and honor the memory of Aaron. So much we miss but so much we are honored to have had.
Oh how I miss you Aaron...... loving you always, Mom
Posted by Arlene on 03.09.09 @ 11:04 PM ET | Top of Page